How in the fuck are you just not gonna show up to my graduation? I cannot get over this bullshit right now. Fuck you, you so called “Dad.” P.S.- I just lied to you to make you feel better. You are a shitty pastor. And everyone talks about you behind your back. That’s why im always having to take up for you,but not anymore. Go to hell.
I’m literally killing myself…but Tot gave me one more chance. He has faith in me. He thinks I quit, and I did for almost 2 weeks, then I slipped. And now I’m in deeper,and I don’t know if I can come out of this one. I just want to talk to him about it but I can’t. I can’t risk it. I think deep down he knows I’m back using but he doesn’t want that second chance to be over just as much as I don’t. I am supposed to be a leader. I don’t know what to do. I don’t want to let him down like I’ve already let myself down. I need to quit…I just need help.
Vicious Circles - Aaron Lewis
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Reblogged from mpenecale24Reblogged from repressStaind - Reality
Throwback .
“Sometimes when you’re out of rope
The way to climb back up’s unclear
The walls you build around yourself
I guess they also keep you here
Are you afraid of what they think?
Whoever ‘they’ happen to be
Or are you hiding from the scars of
Your own reality?The monster you’re feeding
Your lack of perception
The things that you do
To fulfill your addictions
The light at the end
Of your tunnel is closing
What is it that you’re so
Afraid of exposing?
You’d give it all up for
What’s there for the taking
Whatever it takes to
Keep your hands from shaking
The same things you’re thinking
Might make you feel better
The same things that probably
Got you here”
Reblogged from ramramm
