I’ve tried so hard in the last 3 months to change myself. Change my appearance. Make someone like me. Like KATELYN. Still not one person has said anything or showed any kind of interest. I’ve lost almost 50 pounds. Cut my hair. My face has cleared up. But I’m still the same ugly person. I don’t understand, what is wrong with me? Why am I so off putting. Why do I scare all guys away. It’s so pathetic, but I’m so tired of being so lonely. The one person I love will never love me back anyway, so what’s the point. I’m just a waste of space.
Jesus, friend of sinners, the truth’s become so hard to see
The world is on their way to You but they’re tripping over me
Always looking around, but never looking up, I’m so double minded
A plank eyed saint with dirty hands and a heart divided